drills comp hehehehe

greetings

sO today was drills comp! and i must say that cedar np did quite well, no regrets. yes, there were a few mistakes here and there but we gave it our allllllllllllll. i really hope we get into finals, PLEASE PLEASE ahh

as what the great hot bok said "5 weeks in 5 minutes". when we first started to train for drills comp, it still felt rather far away... but heh yesterday it just struck me that drills comp was in less than 24 hours. panic, anxiety, fear, hope? YEAH NOT A GOOD COMBINATION, MY HEART JUST CAN'T TAKE SO MANY EMOTIONS. i feel that having A HUGE BUNDLE OF EMOTIONS is so energy draining?? after drills comp, i felt so tired even though the drills sequence was max 5 minutes? WAS DEAD and i wasnt the only one that dieded so ho! science kids, pls explain!

i am happy to be part of cedar npcc :-)

i also hope we get into finals :-)

pray4cedarnp

pray4nikibcshesbroke

givenikisomeca$h

<3 - noki

niki u like loser sia we were cool in sec1 but im cooler than u now #swag #cool #awesome #whoneedsnoki #uhaveqt

hEy

hEy who recently posted

y u no tell us >:(

also listen to whiplash by nct127

and hola hola by kard

and all of kard's songs lol

CAN I JUST SAY WE ALL LOWKEY GLO-ED UP
(idk bout deon)

like damn i became cute like wow

I'VE BEEN LOOKIN SO FLY like honestly wow everything on fLEEK

so far 2017 has been bad

old people hittin on me m like no plz i am smol

i am a baby

oki bye i updated this so yall know im pretty cute

xoxo
qt

also i think i was 2 skari but i shd be right

also i got a jawline thingy going on wiNK

also aspen bullying me sia

hi its me again 40 min later

h e l l o again

hi again, (read prev blogpost first),

its niki being bored and looking through artemis sec 1 chats and old blogposts and i have compiled a list of things i have discovered.

1. we were so cringey... did we think we were cool in sec 1? smhsmhsmh ewwww, i want to d i s o w n myself. used so many emojis (like the hundred emoji and the water one and the "cool" one) CRINGE disgust. but lolol i think when i'm 20 and i look at this blogpost i will think "niki in 2017 IS SO CRINGEY WHO USES SMH" we will never know (till 5 years later). as of now i think artemis is not at a cringe level, i think we're pretty hip.

2. its nice to see how we have progressed. not saying we are the best squad ever (hahahahah we not) but yeah!! we used to only talk to a few people in the squad, only talk as a squad when things really needed to be discussed, quarreled a few times, were q biased but now! :") lovelylovely heartwarminggggggggg.

3. yeah i got nothing else.

have a good day again, might come back soon maybe maybe not hm

doing graph hw, i am enjoying life

lifes great

<3 - noki part 2/dua/二/இரண்டு

random updates on life

hello

this is a very random update dated 08/07 so yes hello. it's 7.40 am, on a saturday, why am i awake? i dont know too. 

taking over has been q interesting so far but it's harder than it seems. i always thought (when i was in sec 1 and 2) that being an NCO or taking a squad was easy and did not require so much effort? boiiiiiiiiiii, was i wrong! mytian being a cadet is actually far far far nicer even though getting screamed at is prevalent lolol. being an NCO is like being a mother man, take care of the squad's welfare but also correcting their mistakes, HavE tO bE sTricT bUt nOt tOo sTriCT. there's more but i dont know how to explain them in words!!! 

Ma'ams, if you see this, I RESPECT YOU EVEN MORE <3 thank you for never giving up on us and saying that "we have potential". but when you said that we did, i didn't believe and went "????" but NOW I SEE HOW YOU FEEL MA'AM. zzz

MOTHER, if you see this, I RESPECT YOU EVEN MORE TOO <3 <3 <3!!!!!!!!

// before i started typing this entire blogpost i thought i had many things to type but yeah, that's all i have to offerrrr

side note, i hate doing graphs (very unrelated but i feel that it's important to announce my hatred for graphs). WHY DO I NEED TO DO GRAPHS??? yes ok for data representation but why are there SO MANY GRAPHS?! oH thiS is a LinEar GraPh, tHis iS an ExpOnenTiaL gRapH oOOhHH So HeLpfUL iN LIFE! love it :-) 

i hope you all have a great day ahead (: dont die LIVE A GREAT LIFE heheheheheeeheeheheheheehhhhheeehehehehehehhhheehehehe lovelylovelylovely

<3 - noki 

 

FIRST PARADE

oh its 12am i wanted to owari no seraph ( iTS AN ANIME !! its good ) and do hw but i didnt oh well

but parade today was quite fun haha first time taking eos for actual parade and it was quite awkward lol but we revised some knots and lashings, hope it was productive!! we were quite soft apparently so we will definitely try to be louder and more sure of ourselves next parade. SPEAKING OF WHICH alyssa and i wont be around bc of shooting :-( poor charlene

MA'AMS WE MISS U also its very awkward irl can we just whatsapp forever hurhurhur

- sukaikai (our blog is in the process of revival)

omg it's so hard posting on the squad blog on your phone omg

so today, sukainah and i are going to the secret place to find our very gr8 best daebak gifts

we were supposed to meet at like 12 but look its 12.46 we r so on time

and my outfit looks good i look good my hair looks good my face looks okay my legs look good like damn i would date myself

ok i just wanted to say this teehee ok see u next time

exoexo,
qt